fredag 20 juli 2012

..but,.bottomless Love is...


…bottomless love is
bottomless grief is
as endless lasting memories
of joy we reached.

…as is endless love
as endless are you still
beyond the life and meaning
beyond the limits which I fear

…endless horizons dawns
endless woven in those days dream
veils of rain with kiss
bestow mournfully my melody

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tillägnad min morbror David och Eva hans fru...




söndag 11 mars 2012

Loved - once

Comfortable replace my loss of love
easily as you
follow hollow passions inthrough my veins
And hours, only hours have my trust
just as yours
Pale love and affections substitute
all was that
I searched to find
-what I had to loose
-to loose with you
And my will my  wish
was always the greatest
- Looser..
to ever be hartless enough
craving for ever
My only one, my life, my love
and the most
comfortable to fade
The most timeless to replace

I am free
I am free from the pain to loving  you
So take care of what you still have
forever, of me
the pain of loss of me

I will go on
I will go on through them all
everyone
who just looks like you
just acts like you
just play as you
lie the same lies as you
but never find someone
to love like you
never someone loosing as you
or making the choice that you,...

I loved you
-yesterday , still

So say no goodbye
love me forever still
and that will be the one
I will damage forever
that will be the one
who i will sell the most cheap
the one I will hate the most
-All to break free
from love



måndag 29 augusti 2011

The one - Alone

It comes to me as so strangely, not even one word brings to me, woven in the poetry's, in all of those countless thought and rambling oral of lyrics, as it is me known to do,A pattern the most beautifully to adore, a painting the most epic one among them all, inspirations so endless, in any form of visions, as were they even strings and instrument its self, to all of my ever most desired songs and music. So I ask my self where is the sign, of this so unexpected, so unpredictable, how may I not as always were I known for, to brightest know, the path already before me and even where it leads.
And just into the silence spent on my own, came the sense to me, mostly as was I by such inscrutable excesses for the affection I felt, so with owe ready to claim, even obvious illusions as so with shimmer and fate, a promise so devoted and divine, to have the mercy fading all the lack in my reality. And i taught my ignorance to wait a little longer, my loss of the attraction, logic reasons I have heard, to just round another corner, where I would find my self so complete. All these passions to burn within me, I more than willingly never ceased to find a way to touch my self with, all these words who took me there, holding me in such companion in times when i had even cried, for that so perfectly fulfilled image I had wrought, of the men behind their faces, with names I have since long forgot, all of them to most truly become projection of my love, one to come able to cover for what another yet had cost.
Yes I wrote all these poetry's - alone
and the paintings and my every vision by me - alone
and the strings of music was my company - alone
as the path i wandered - alone
And sense came to me, as I said
for all of the illusions to just left me - so alone
promises, so devoted as divine
the ultimate excess of my affections
and the burning touch by me - alone
When i could had let the ignorance had speak - alone
i felt no real attraction than for love - alone

It comes to me as so strangely, not even one word or rhyme as I am known for, to bring the sense to of this so unexpected, so unpredictable,
How may the one complete me
and become my everything
and my every wish - alone

måndag 25 juli 2011

Merely in Time


Now but come the fall
to weave, reality
from summer's seamless dreams
flattering heart's bleed

Silence falls frosty dew
on your wondered brow
stealthy kiss to endow
merely in time

merely in time, misery flows
merely in cold, passion folds
in the many ways but one
to resist

onsdag 6 juli 2011

I need no other than I, to overcome dreams
I do not need another becarried feeling than hatred
need nothing more than the darkness burying me
no other blood than that which pierces me pain

I need no other cold frigidity than the one I already know
I do not need another urge and instinct than aggression
Need none other than the thirst, life can quench
None other than devotion to my own famine

I need no other traitors than the thought
I need no other mirror than my scars
no other words than those that rest in silence
no inebriation other than that which devours

I do not need another conviction or destruction than my own screams
I need no other than the madness of becoming once again complete
need nothing else to beautify, than brutality its own 
all i ever need, my hibernated solitude



Total blackness to reveals in me
brutal hate the only genuine to feel
for all sepulchral hollowness and despair
there is only rage, hatred to compile
an evil call within me, to aspire

torsdag 30 juni 2011

Putari Vinum




I hear my spirit,
the out of nothing
vestments through the blood in vain.
I float between the
secret, cursed trove somewhere
bound in me;
it is your mind.

Lamenting, in your mirror image,
a sorrowful brew, vintage wine
quench thirst from saltiness lips.
I silenced before the
beauty speech with many tongues
mere stone;
abodes it is your heart

His Bride of Ice


original size


Upon the quilt of winterly flooring
he down his bride for death
down his lips against hers
mute and frostbitten breath
her heart is veiled secretly
forever envelops his grief

 Tears falling on her dead cheek
draw lines and bleached inks of warmth
of his grief, of his love, infinity
unable for-never more to speak

 Thin lines of her life pours out
her memory
upon the pure bedding
coldern wind holds its breath
with hers, as it gripping
mourning in his chest

 The darkness bleeds upon icy canopy
obscures the image of her face
crumble rosy complexions
to ice and everlasting beaut

 No such spear as sharp as cold
which draw claws
in wounds upon his mind
wither out her mere lying
still, into his arms
as he kiss her gentle
kiss away
everything within
him dying
flavoring of life and blood



MAYFLY



No words are left to say
when they have been spoken
no silence left to break
where obliteration bleeds

No eyes to glimpse a secret
when truth has been unsealed
no slumber thy to wake
where emptiness embrace

Dark Wine

The inmost depth 
a hidden grave
my spirit's whispers 
and its dew
shattered pieces 
and its weaves
shores of passions
just to reach
in reflected memories

söndag 19 juni 2011

THE PIANO

Deadly anthem gnawing within my innermost
founds burial of my blood flowing
Fall robe ardent tone about my corpse
Gently kissing my desire's frigid glowing

Do not awaits my at the unknown ways
dream the pain in the tepid  breeze far from
dress my grief with dawning haze
In my arms me abode afar from home

In my arms, welcome I the most profound of night
touch your shade, once more before I repent
in the darkness never to reflect your light
give pain, and your name to drain out of my soul
a cry across these sudden depths
precipices of blackness

I dance in black with eyes closed;
be-gone
be-lone
be-love.


THE VIOLIN